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:: Thursday, November 06, 2003 ::

Oi been sooooo busy lately trying to get PAID! I'm actually at 'work' right now w the baby after an already long day of errands. I woke up at rana's in orange at 830am or something after an interesting night on the town hehe. We finally came across our favorite bartender at d&b's & even shared our appetizers w/ him, & in turn he left us w/ his cell # so we will never lose him again!
Anyway so I worked on my research stuff this morning b4 driving back to woodland hills, then went skating & practiced jumping yay. The air is much better but still not completely back to normal from those fires. I also did more laundry than I will ever attempt in a 2 hour span again. I can look forward to a room full of dampness haha guess 2 hrs isn't long enough....
Met some cool guys last week. One from LB came up tuesday & we went to bjs pizza then watched my new finding nemo. we get along really well so ill definitely be seeing him again even if just as friends. Real keeper. Also this dude in ontario maybe ill explain that later.... He kinda got weird on me maybe is a lil immature? Eh that's what I get for fallin for engineer majors always! Daaamn! Hehe ok my phone wants to update itself so I will try to gpwrite more later =) bye!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 8:07 PM [+] ::
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:: Monday, October 20, 2003 ::
After that trip to tommy's on friday, we went to shatto lanes. I played me some back to the future pinball, then hectorio bought us drinks at the bar (which were much better than I had anticipated). Then there was a misunderstanding and E went home kinda upset. J & L bowled and then I stayed over at Hs cuz I was in no shape to drive (more tired than drunk I think but by no means sober). We watched some of 'so I married an axe murder' then fell asleep around 3am. I was up at 8am or work.

I took baby to the park saturday morning, then on our daily walk all over the palisades village. There was a cuuuuute guy working at robeks juice! I am getting close to finishing the book I've been reading (and finally gave in - I always skim the final chapters of any good novel because otherwise I get too nervous to read on and eat all my fingers!). After work I went home to skate and run a few errands. Then sarah rode to LA w me to meet up w Jason and we three went to westwood to have dinner (& raspberry margaritas) w Hectorio at chilis. We were all acting stupid & the waitress was cool so it was fun! Then Jason joined the ralphs employees on strike and I hung out with the security guys.

Then sarah, jason and I went to see luis at his place and eventually the rest of the crew showed up. JakeArcoiris had franky, mayco, steve+1, and the whole bunch of us met adam+1 at subweezy (fo sheezy). Then I took sarah home and they went to skate expo.

Hector got off work at 4am and came to my house to get me. We went back to expo and hung out for a bit b4 going back to attempt to watch brahm stoker's Dracula.

I woke up sunday morning to sarah yelling about hectors car blocking her in. Then I checked my msgs and found out I didn't have to work anymore! hector went to work and I stayed home to work. Also gave myself intensive foot therapy. I couldn't tear myself from the tv til E true hollywood's Courtney Love special was over. Then I went to starbucks to continue work cuz my apt was HOT. Edgar called and I went to westwood to hang w him and hector for a bit. Then Hs sister call and was REAL rude to me on MY phone (she's lucky I'm friends w H or shed b lookin super ugly when I was through w her). H went back to work, looking very unhappy, and I went home to gas up, get quiznos, and do more work (in front of the tv). JakeRoommate came home and we talked a while b4 I finally crashed.

I got up early 2day to beat the 8a-4p roadwork that was supposedly happening on my mountain road (I take topanga cyn to work every morning). I didn't mind getting to town early cuz I got to chill at starbucks w my iced tea whilst working on my research stuff. I took baby to his class & we both had fun as always. I am now sunbathing with my lavendar bikini top in the backyard while he plays in his sandbox. I doubt I will fix this tan line problem any time soon but its worth a try!

Time for baby's nap! Later!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 12:20 PM [+] ::
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:: Friday, October 17, 2003 ::
After tommy's j took such a big shit he turned inside out and POOF!


....he was gone.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 10:21 PM [+] ::
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This was a great week. Wednesday night was soooo fun. Sarah drove me to Dave&Busters in OC where we got to enjoy dinner & happy hour with Rana, Desi, Woosabi, Sal, and Brian (old pal from HB). We won tix for rana in the game room, she's saving up for a new slk benz or something. I saw ONE cute guy but when I went to check him out I got distracted and ended up finding lots of tix left behind in machines!

Yesterday hector came by early and we did my laundry then had jack in da crack. Then me, jason, hectorio & adamante went to see Underworld @ the UV but it had stopped playing so we ended up watching Kill Bill. Daaaaaamn good. Fun funny and so gross it wasn't gross.

As soon as we learn japanese we are starting a japanese punk rock band & I'm singing lead. Japanese riot grrls rule!

I went to playtime with baby & it was soooo crowded! But lots of fun & I seem to have a new lil boyfriend who was bringing me all sorts of random toys so maybe we will meet again - in 20 yrs!!! Haha! Tonight Jason and I worked out with his lil sister in his backyard & started watching So I Married An Axe Muderer in my car with my laptop hooked up to the carspeakers. Now we are in some random 'hood talkin to some homies on our way to have tommys with hectorio, lil luis (LuisAgain) & EdgarMelgar. Who knows where we'll end up 2nite but I can't stay out too late cuz gotta work at 9 tomorrow!
=)
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 8:44 PM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, October 16, 2003 ::
"She made me eat volcanic ash!"

"Cuz you told me it was pepper!"
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 4:54 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 ::
I love my life today!

I would love it more if:
1. I was guaranteed some 'action' tonight.
2. I could find a store that sold It's It ice cream sandwiches!

#1 should be easy to take care of. I've had drier (dryer? W fabric softener dude) spells. I've got a few lovahs in rotation right now. But a lil CONSISTENCY would be much appreciated!
I'm workin on #2. My online research has told me that people have been loving the oatmeal cookie ice cream sandwiches dipped in chocolate since 1928. It was created in San Fran by the wonderful George Whitney. Kids looked forward to the Sunday trip to the It stand at Playland.... Blahblahblah. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY NOW!! I found the cone and the bar but nooooooooooooo sandwich.....

Help!

Anyhow back to the good life. I'm sittin at 'work' with the baby (18 mos boy in my charge) sleeping soundly on my chest and can't do much but type away on my sidekick. Too caffeinated to nap. He after our daily walk to starbucks he slept an hour in his crib. Meanwhile I was reading my shallow LA novel and the shallow LA chick had just impregnated herself w/ a turkeybaster. I took a break to repond to GILUs shout out from the tel aveeezeee (fo sheezee) and suddenly I had escaped into the cyber realm I once knew so well.

Where the hell have I been???

I don't even know. But yesterday I was driving home and asked myself that very question. I think I lost myself when I stopped drinking. Is that supposed to happen? I feel so boring now. Not that I miss drinking... But I miss me. My excitement. My appreciation for the little things. My roommate jake. My family. MY LiFE. So where did it go?

But today I remembered what this Porsche felt like when I had it shifted it out of neutral. What the hell was my problem? Today I'm excited. 100% sober ('cept the caffeine) and looking forward to something. Everything. This week I will venture back in time to recapture my youth.

Stay tuned for another episode of woodland hills 91367. You WON'T be disappointed.

=)
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 3:01 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, May 13, 2003 ::
my friends at snake versus wizard have gotten some attention in OC weekly!

i still haven't updated this page have i. i'm too busy dating rich old men to pay my rent. mwahaha (jk i date rich YOUNG men silly!). i've got two jobs that should start training me by the end of the month. yesterday i peed in a up for one, and didn't miss! yay!

i saw producers at pantages last week, w/ martin short and jason alexander. I LOVE MARTIN SHORT and i love gay directors and crew woo woo!

jake and i ran out of sex and the city episodes to watch, please send more!

: ) bye for now!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 3:14 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, February 04, 2003 ::
i have too much to say to catch you up on my life since 11/8/2002. that is ridiculous.
but i will say this.
usc has finally kicked dan and i to the curb. they sent us our diplomas, and ELIMINATED our email addresses and websites! this was my life for 4.5 years! and they ripped the ground right out from under me!
well actually i am a bit relieved, even though being a college grad is a strange thing to adapt to.
i really could have used that january loan check. : ) but i made due and won $900 in vegas. i love craps.
more about that later. i don't know how much later, but you will get SOME sort of synopsis and i will also update all sorts of links and goodies.
meanwhile you can email me at cancermnky@hotmail.com
GOODNIGHT!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 3:04 AM [+] ::
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