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my head is a mess. i thought this would help.
:: looks like we're all just killing time... ::

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:: Friday, October 17, 2003 ::

After tommy's j took such a big shit he turned inside out and POOF!


....he was gone.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 10:21 PM [+] ::
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This was a great week. Wednesday night was soooo fun. Sarah drove me to Dave&Busters in OC where we got to enjoy dinner & happy hour with Rana, Desi, Woosabi, Sal, and Brian (old pal from HB). We won tix for rana in the game room, she's saving up for a new slk benz or something. I saw ONE cute guy but when I went to check him out I got distracted and ended up finding lots of tix left behind in machines!

Yesterday hector came by early and we did my laundry then had jack in da crack. Then me, jason, hectorio & adamante went to see Underworld @ the UV but it had stopped playing so we ended up watching Kill Bill. Daaaaaamn good. Fun funny and so gross it wasn't gross.

As soon as we learn japanese we are starting a japanese punk rock band & I'm singing lead. Japanese riot grrls rule!

I went to playtime with baby & it was soooo crowded! But lots of fun & I seem to have a new lil boyfriend who was bringing me all sorts of random toys so maybe we will meet again - in 20 yrs!!! Haha! Tonight Jason and I worked out with his lil sister in his backyard & started watching So I Married An Axe Muderer in my car with my laptop hooked up to the carspeakers. Now we are in some random 'hood talkin to some homies on our way to have tommys with hectorio, lil luis (LuisAgain) & EdgarMelgar. Who knows where we'll end up 2nite but I can't stay out too late cuz gotta work at 9 tomorrow!
=)
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 8:44 PM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, October 16, 2003 ::
"She made me eat volcanic ash!"

"Cuz you told me it was pepper!"
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 4:54 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, October 14, 2003 ::
I love my life today!

I would love it more if:
1. I was guaranteed some 'action' tonight.
2. I could find a store that sold It's It ice cream sandwiches!

#1 should be easy to take care of. I've had drier (dryer? W fabric softener dude) spells. I've got a few lovahs in rotation right now. But a lil CONSISTENCY would be much appreciated!
I'm workin on #2. My online research has told me that people have been loving the oatmeal cookie ice cream sandwiches dipped in chocolate since 1928. It was created in San Fran by the wonderful George Whitney. Kids looked forward to the Sunday trip to the It stand at Playland.... Blahblahblah. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY NOW!! I found the cone and the bar but nooooooooooooo sandwich.....

Help!

Anyhow back to the good life. I'm sittin at 'work' with the baby (18 mos boy in my charge) sleeping soundly on my chest and can't do much but type away on my sidekick. Too caffeinated to nap. He after our daily walk to starbucks he slept an hour in his crib. Meanwhile I was reading my shallow LA novel and the shallow LA chick had just impregnated herself w/ a turkeybaster. I took a break to repond to GILUs shout out from the tel aveeezeee (fo sheezee) and suddenly I had escaped into the cyber realm I once knew so well.

Where the hell have I been???

I don't even know. But yesterday I was driving home and asked myself that very question. I think I lost myself when I stopped drinking. Is that supposed to happen? I feel so boring now. Not that I miss drinking... But I miss me. My excitement. My appreciation for the little things. My roommate jake. My family. MY LiFE. So where did it go?

But today I remembered what this Porsche felt like when I had it shifted it out of neutral. What the hell was my problem? Today I'm excited. 100% sober ('cept the caffeine) and looking forward to something. Everything. This week I will venture back in time to recapture my youth.

Stay tuned for another episode of woodland hills 91367. You WON'T be disappointed.

=)
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 3:01 PM [+] ::
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