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:: Saturday, June 22, 2002 ::

last night was pretty funny. i went to a porn party, saw a few people, saw this guy who used to be hot (maybe i just got pickier) leave w/ this trashy girl who sat on joe's lap at the coke party. weeeeird shit. i met some girl named julia who was pretty cool, i hope i see her more. and this guy from ground zero.... i did NOT drink : )

the house went to the beach today. except terie cuz he was asleep. it was quite the outting, as usual. first we had to make our plan and get all six of us downstairs to go. that took forever. then we decided we'd get subway to eat at the beach, and stop off to get a frisbee on the way, at toys r us. and we planned which part of the beach we'd be at (directly between santa monica and venice). part 1 went off w/out a hitch, but part 2 ended w/ me on foot chasing everyone else in ian's car through a parking lot. part 3 was also easy but did i mention i get soo tired trekking through the sand on the beach? we played frisbee and hung out for like 2 hrs but i didn't wear shorts so don't ask to see my tan. i'm a big wuss.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 7:12 PM [+] ::
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my brother's in town, jordan's still a great pal, so is ebeth : ) roxy wants me at her coffeebean. who knows with that. i took alex to see scooby doo, not so bad. well it wasn't so good but it was watchable and matthew lillard plays a damn good shaggy. we had us some in-n-out. my brother says my mac n cheese is 'not good' but then he changed his mind after i starved him a few hours. hehe jk. sarah i love you. because you are the coolest. some people are not so cool. i hate for people to lie to my face. you know who you are.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 1:47 AM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, June 19, 2002 ::
the pasadena cheesecake factory wants to hire me to work in their bakery.... hmm.... i am not sure what i'm gonna do yet.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 2:38 PM [+] ::
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jordan is a great guy. let that be on the record. he is a good friend. : )
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 1:21 AM [+] ::
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things are coming back into focus. where the hell have i been? weeeird. i am digging into myself, trying to figure out what makes me happy. no allowance is scary but i will make it somehow. i always do.

nick was here when i got out of my shower tonight. so we all watched chinatown.... goooood movie. really sad though, but so many great lines. my neighbors are pretty cool, i need to make more of an attempt to meet them. i am a home-body lately. i like this, having a place of my own, a bed, a desk, a lamp, a stereo, a tv. no one to tell me i can't be here.

soon peter is taking us on a hunt for gold. yee haw. i'll tell you how that goes. meanwhile my keyboard sucks so i will not be up typing too much. also i am trying to keep myself in a good sleep pattern to keep my body healthy. i am most likely having surgery in a few months. i am not happy about that. at least i'm insured. but i have an interview tomorrow in pasadena, and thursday alex comes. fun times. take care everyone.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 1:20 AM [+] ::
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