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:: Wednesday, July 24, 2002 ::

i am up waaaaay too early today.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 8:46 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, July 23, 2002 ::
work was... work again today. i heard too much info as usual. : ) i called the cute guy, and he told me i could call him back after work. i did. he didn't answer. daaaaaamn. so i got all dressed up and went to dinner w/ ebeth. the cheesecake factory in marina del rey. mmmmm. topped off my thai chicken lettuce wraps w/ a keylime cheesecake and good conversation. i love ebeth. she may get a kitty soon. either that or she may work on a julia roberts film. who knows where her life is heading. : )

i am wearing my new red shoes. red.... red.....

tomorrow i work again. then something interesting is going to happen. you'll find out tomorrow. : ) i am in a good mood, i am glad i got to hang w/ ebeth. and wear my new shoes. i need to wash my car window, it was 'moist' and now it's sticky. i love the ocean.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 12:02 AM [+] ::
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:: Monday, July 22, 2002 ::
i got barely ANY sleep last night, and still managed to get up extra early today to have my picknick w/ a friend in the rose garden, a chicken nuggets combo meal! mmm. it was SOOOO beautiful there, the roses are all in bloom, and as usual i felt like i was on another planet than the planet downtown-los-angeles. i haven't had nuggets for so long. the only thing that was even close to unpleasant would be the congregation of spanish-speaking-christians, who not only decided they all had good singing voices and an awesome synthesizer riff, but they brought their loud-ass speakers. yeah. but if you sat behind where they were the sound didn't bounce at you quite so loud....

anyhow, then i had my starbucks rendez vous, which proved to be quite eventful, and got myself some new sandals before going home. one pair is red and shiny for to wear w/ jeans, and one pair is just simple wooden soled w/ blue corduroy.

back at home i cleaned my room, and packed some stuff up to give to my sister maybe. she is pretty down cuz her boyfriend of five years (or more?) left her recently... things are rough for her, and she is always sleeping when i call. : ( then i talked to my nephew on the phone, and he kept asking me where i was and why i was calling and what i was doing and got all excited about the plans i have made for their visit. very adorable. he is so excited to get his new red swimming trunks, to wear to the beach and make sand castles. we have already discussed the issue. jordan and jake are coming w/ us saturday. anyone else wanna come?? : )

i watched blazing saddles w/ jake and we had my fabulous home made (microwavable) popcorn. hehe. can't go wrong there. jake and i got to bond over a 'look'. you know the type of 'look' you give someone when something happens and you both know what the other means by it. yeah we heard something ridiculous and we did the look and i realized i have some neat people living w/ me. not that ALL of them are neat but for the most part things here are ok, and fine for me. even though i did the dishes three times today - cuz the sink wasn't big enough to do them all at once, and the soapy water became dirty very quickly after my attempts. but 'we all do our own dishes', that is why i only have to do this two or three times a week, after scouring the frontroom for cups.... hmm... i like washing dishes though, unless i am busy and i just wanna EAT SOMETHING w/ a clean spoon. hehe.

amanda was here. i enjoy when she comes around, even though i don't see her much. i think a certain someone has made me grow to appreciate amanda more, without that certain someone even knowing what she's done. the more phony and ridiculous people i meet, the more gratious i am for the fun and interesting people i have been taking for granted.

jordan and jake and i had a singing session to jake's billy joel greatest hits 2 and 3, how sweet it was. indiana dave came by and hung out for a little but the three of us in pajamas wasn't what he wanted to be thinking about i'm sure. hehe.

hallmark site has gone down and taken my greeting from gilu w/ it. gilu, i am waiting for this site to work so i can check my card, then i will email you a thank you letter. hehe : )

i want to thank those of you who are my good friends, and you KNOW who you are. the ones who have always been on my good side, and me on yours. the ones who have no reason to deceive me cuz you know even if i get upset, i will eventually understand if you just tell me the truth. one odd thing about me being here is i dont have a TON of girlfriends, especially at USC. but my ultimate closest friends for life - well i already know who you are and i can tell you that MOST of you are girls. or at least pretty feminine. i have a way of weeding through females but i sure know how to pick the ones that i do pick, cuz you are all great. what sucks is that MOST OF YOU LIVE FAR AWAY!!! in different states, countries, or our paths just don't cross often enough.

but i still think about you every day. and my attempt to be a better, more content person are perhaps motivated by my desire to be near you all again, to be able to have a good paying job so i can just up and fly to visit you in israel or washington or illinois or new york. even nevada, and even just on the other side of town. the more i learn about new people, the more i appreciate you sweet beautiful wonderful people, and i will always understand when we lose touch, cuz i am not so good at keeping w/ emails even, just dont be afraid to drop back into my life even if you have to disappear for a few months or years. i am still here and it will fall back into place.

if it doesn't, you can always slap me across the face and it will remind me that i said this. : )
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 12:03 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, July 21, 2002 ::
today i woke up at 2pm-ish and that sucked but i got me some 9 hours sleep i guess. then i hooked up shaun and i w/ some hot wings and b'sghetti and we headed out to be productive - shopping in cerritos! we met up w/ his dad at starbucks, talked car talk (yo don't step foo') and did our thang at banana republic, nordstroms, and express. long story but br and express wanted me to spend money so they sent me gift certificates and special discount sheets and i am not one to argue. br gave me ANOTHER gift certificate too... grrr : P i got a few new tanks and tees and a zip up sweatshirt. niiiice. shaun got a new blue outfit w/ loud pants (but nice), and diesel shoes. i wanted some shoes but they didn't have the ones i wanted in my size (story of my life) so i farted on the shoes sales people. and ran.
jk.
we had dinner at souplantation. i love salad, and by the time i had a huge plate of salad stuffs i barely had room for clam chowder. and we had yummy strawberry lemonade. it's cherry days at the souplantion, and they had some interesting cherry cole slaw. hmmm..

i got home and called abe back, and we headed out to this get together on a roof-top in K-town. right across from this apartment building where a bunch of porn stars live and film their movies. this guy ryan who was in my religions class was throwing another swanky mead party, w/ his home made batch, and he and his girl had made a ton of hors d'ouvres again. this time they even had a little grill for S'MORES!!! oh i was in heaven. one of the 'jon guys' was there from my days w/ shelton, and the view of downtown was so beautiful i wished i could just hide out up on the roof.

on the way back at midnight, abe and i decided to stop by paris' bday downtown at the treehouse (his friend's new loft). they had put a lot of work into it, because that place had become a rave of sorts. the music was great, and the visual they had on was projected from a balcony that made the inside of the loft seem like the outside of the house that was within the loft. it was all pretty amazing to me. rick was there, and i am going to be sure to go to his party in two weeks. he is a fun guy. woo woo. there were two kegs, new castle (YAY) and samuel adams). dave a finally got his new glasses and he seemed a little more oriented than last i saw him. jeff and dan showed up w/ their girls, wearing the shirt that i helped jeff pick out so i was thinking about that summer that we had hung out a lot in HB. aww the days...

some girl who was at the party was a scientist or something, and tested the anthrax virus at work. paris got some awesome job at a place that does movie trailers, picking out soundtracks for them. rick had us talking about ecoli, and i think i had some 'bad meat' at mccormicks the other night. watch out, dont' eat anything but chicken !!!!

i called someone tonight when i got home, cuz i forgot to call him earlier. or i was too nervous too. turns out he didn't go out anyways and he is at a friend's watching tv. so oh well. tomorrow i will have a picknick at the rosegarden (well today now i guess) and then coffee w/ a secret admirer. hehe.
see ya
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 2:55 AM [+] ::
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