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:: Saturday, September 28, 2002 ::
there are a lot of asshole guys out there. i hate knowing that some guys don't even want to be your friend once they know you don't want to date them. and they can get pretty irrate.
i went to some fun parties tonight. one was fun and then dead and then fun and then dead. i hung out there most, and actually just now got back from there and brushed my teeth. i was dying, cuz i had a screwdriver and i hate having a sticky mouth for too long.
abe and jon went out w/ me, and we ran into a whole lot of people. three scotts, nate-jayar-shane, indiana dave, rick, joe, and shantay. the best part i would say was the conversation w/ james and a few others about what cds would be good to have sex to. i have been recommended kid A and bjork's vespertine. so i am listening to them right now, all by myself. good thing i have a great imagination huh? hehe.
last night, i was up til four getting 'dumped' by my friend. friend break ups are often harder than romantic ones, because you kinda wish those were the REAL stables ones, and it is really disillusioning... friends aren't supposed to 'break up'. i guess you can drift apart but breakups are so childish. argh.
then i had to study a little, and go to sleep so i could wake up at 8am to study MORE for my crappy 10am test. i really didn't get out of bed til 9am. i couldn't open my eyes!
the test was ok, not so good though. i ran out of time for some of the essay questions. it was so long! and i was tired.
i got home and fell asleep. people kept calling, but i basically slept for 5.5 hours! til jake called my cell to tell me the simpson's were on downstairs. that got me out of bed, just cuz i figured i'd sleep down there. but i was up for good, and eventually i went to ralph's and got us some TP and paper towels. GUYS NEVER BUY TP. we ran out of it and i don't think anyone even NOTICED but me. grrr
hehe no big deal, but it was kinda silly. so i went and got all this and came home to eat garlic chicken soup and a baguette, and then i was off to parties! : )
nice evening i would have to say!
my bed is calling. and i'm missing the 'sex' music haha.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 2:42 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, September 26, 2002 ::
according to a'ndrea, my page isn't working. yet here i am typing away, as if it matters....
IT MATTERS!
peter is coming to pick me up in a minute. he is up to no good again, i can feel it. whenever i am surrounded by DRAMA i know he is behind it SOMEHOW. and oh the drama is bubblin these days.
now we have internet all through the house. sweeeeet. jordan and jake and i set it up last night and it was easy as pie. we do have some lonely cords running down the hall. maybe the ants will use them for military training. the ants here are pretty much taking over. i think they will be paying ian's part of rent soon, cuz ian is here less than the ants. today i got to say by to them before class, because they were all over the sink, waiting for me to come to the kitchen. they hang out in the bathroom garbage if i spit my gum out there. they were in my closet in hoards, but now just a few a day, running back and forth across my hangers....
two nights ago, i took my dad to the airport for his trip to iran. i have the access to his safety deposit box. hehe. .... mwahhaha. and his car.... DANGER!
later i had dinner w/ jon at grinders. it was pretty late, but i had a cup of soup and half my sandwich and felt like i was about to pass out. it was only like 10pm, so i wasn't eating TOO late. and i had eaten a bit earlier. i couldn't figure out why i was so lightheaded and having hot flashes.... and nauseous...
yesterday, i was sitting at leavey, w/ some assigned readings, and the hottie 'dean's list' sat down right in front of me. he did what i think shaun called an 'academy' change, and was wearing a different shirt than he wore to class 30 min earlier. and i had balls cuz i went up to him on my way out of the library (ok it took me an hour to GET balls) and asked him if there was a study group that he knew of. i dont know ANYONE in this freaking class, and i don't really feel like trying to meet anyone. they are all kinda pretentious and i dont need to deal w/ that at 10am.
anywho, he told me he was studying w/ two other girls from class, and that i could come to that, or i could go to the TAs study hours. i am NOT going to invade HIS menage trois... err private study group, so i wanted to run away and pretend i hadn't asked. but he asked my name and told me his and SHOOK my hand. i felt like he was some sort of corporation. a HOT corporation. beautiful blue eyes. melty... melty....
i hope i said bye or thanks, but i know i was 'off like a prom dress'.
while i was at the library, i was starting to feel a lot of pains in my pelvic area. i 'started' a whole week early. i am always on time or a few days late. maybe this weird change is why i felt so sick. but it is still painful, and just not... normal. after 10 yrs of being a woman, i know what NORMAL is. .... kinda freaked me out. i tried to ask my mom about it but she went off on some rant about when i was born. argh. i am still having hot flashes. i am too young for menopause. this is weird. i have a dr. appointment for next thurs so i hope that is cool. during a weirder part yesterday i started crying, cuz i didn't understand why it was all so weird. just like my first time when i was 12. i cried cuz i was so confused by the whole process. AM I DIGRESSING?
last night i went to ralph's w/ jake for icecream. no cherry garcia yet... : ( i did get other stuff, including a baguette. they tried to sneak a sour cream in my bag at check out! then we went to fatburger cuz my ralph's receipt had a french fry coupon on the back. you always gotta check those things.
i have a crappy test tomorrow, and one on tuesday. crappy crappy. today i had lunch w/ jon at upstairs commons cuz he'd never been there! i love luis, he is my second favorite waiter, after that guy who keeps changing his name.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 2:14 PM [+] ::
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