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:: Wednesday, October 16, 2002 ::

argh that last post was a date late and a dime short. blogger wasn't working!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 1:36 AM [+] ::
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this weekend was pretty cool. i hung out w/ a ton of people, went to a bunch of parties, watched my abba true story, and even had some great space pizza.
i turned in two papers, and got back my A+ art history midterm (i didn't know that was a valid grade in college - bad sign huh?).

today jake and i went to in-n-out (the last supper - i'll explain later), and the burbank toys r us, which we found by accident!!! they had a sale on games, two for one. so we got scrabble and simpson's clue for $20 total. we came back and had PIAH and watched fish called wanda. i love john cleese. : )

tomorrow night i am going to see mama mia, the abba-inspired play. i hope. i had to give blood to the lab today for my preop and then i picked up a prescription for tomorrow. i have to drink this HUGE jug of laxative type stuff, so i don't even want to eat tomorrow cuz that is gonna SUCK. (and i can't eat again til friday probably). but i am hoping by 8pm i am ok to leave my bathroom and go see this show. i will be DEVASTATED if i can't go... : (

well thurs is the big day. i get laporoscopic surgery on my endometriosis. yeah i dont really wanna go too into it right now, but basically if you check out this link you see how it works. they flush my system out, fill my belly full of air, check for tumors, and get rid of my cysts and perhaps some other stuff mucking about. i am gonna ask for a video of what the camera picks up. hopefully i will be home in my own bed that night!

my aunt is stressing me out again. she wrote out a $1500 check from my account, but had only put $1000 IN the account. so i'm suddenly broke. and she is supposedly taking me to the hospital thursday, but she doesn't like to take the freeway. so i am driving us there, and she is taking my car back w/ her to run errands. then she is leaving THE DOG at my house, in my ROOM, to come and get me if i am coming home. and then bringing me back was a big deal cuz (a) she wants me to stay at her house, my dad's or her friend's mansion. i am gonna be bloody and tired and feeling shitty so i want to be in my room and that kinda frustrates me. (b) she can't drive on the freeway and doesn't know this side of town so i have NO idea how she is gonna get back to the hospital to pick me up or how we are gonna get back cuz i am gonna be all doped up! not to mention she is talking about how i don't want to stay in my room cuz i have no tv in there, which is why SHE doesn't wanna stay in here.
she can stay on the couch.
w/ the dog.
hehe.
and she is bringing all this food over for me.
THE LAST THING i'm gonna want after someone pokes around in my belly and fills me full of weird stuff is FOOD.
i just want to know i can relax. this is getting a bit too much. i am afraid i will wake up frm surgery on some random couch in the valley, w/ a bunch of people stuffing food into open holes in my tummy..

saturday or sunday jake might take me to disneyland so i can get to the front of the lines in a wheelchair or something. : ) but that means little jake has to push big ol me where ever i want!
nighty night.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 1:35 AM [+] ::
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