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:: Friday, October 25, 2002 ::
i guess i'm back to drinking again.
after class, i met up w/ jake and we tried to find cake on campus to no avail. so we made the trek to cpk on hope street for cheesecakes (dulce de leche and pumpkin) and apple martinis. i also had a yummy salad w/ candy walnuts.
i think we scared the waitress. we're both lightweights.
back at school, we were too late for gabe's class so we sat at home scheming and watching tv. we had rum and vanilla coke, and i was feeling pretty good. eventually i started getting calls and went to a roof top party on adams, which was getting shut down as we arrived. but no one really left, we just dispersed and regrouped across the street on a big balcony. we had been called about a few other parties, but never seemed to leave this one. i met a few new peoples, and had MORE to drink (including some white franzia straight from the nozzle of the plastic bag - which i kept calling a cathatar for some reason). at one point two girls dragged a guy away in a green plastic lounge chair, and left him parallel-parked on adams. he was there for quite some time in this chair, waiting for something to happen i guess. and for some reason i decided to meet some guy who was in his apartment studying, and he invited me back saturday for a building-wide party. sweeeet. i think i was making progress w/ this guy til MY FRIEND came in and interrupted, trying to save me from my progress. hmm. after this place, we went to the blue house and i am no sure why that happened. but it did. and some girl was freaking out asking us who we knew there, like we had busted in w/out a permit. luckily we knew a few people there and we seemed to have a reason to be there... ? meanwhile jake and jonny c were cracking me up. and we were hungry. TACOS. so we went from orchard to hoover house to the remnants of joe's neighbor's party (which i had INTENDED to make an appearance at) and from there we took party-gabe w/ us to taco del. jon was treating me, but had no money, so jake treated us both, and shane was left w/out his soda. haha. for some reason, nate and manila were in the drive-thru w/out us.
then we went back home, exhausted and loopy. on the way, jake and i remembered w/ had donuts (we chased rum shots w/ them earlier) and we had one to look forward to on the way back. but our ETA was 4am, and we shared one donut because it was a ridiculous hour to be eating donuts, let alone AWAKE, and we had to be on campus by 10.
and so it went.
now i am going back to campus for lunch perhaps perhaps perhaps.
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 12:47 PM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, October 24, 2002 ::
i'm not here, this isn't happening
argh, i haven't posted in quite some time...
there was no surgery. the pre-op stuff went ... sour... so it was delayed and i haven't gone back. it seems like what i have will just keep coming back so i should just keep dealing w/ it. in the meantime, i am gonna try to see a different doctor when my dad comes back, one that someone recommended to him, and hopefully that will work out.
this weekend was pretty cool. thurs, after my hospital mishap, jake and i tried to find kitty (tampax/nermal), to no avail. after walking all around the neighborhood, we went to CPK and i tried a DIFFERENT pizza for once. ot was pretty good! and heffe was working. then we met bianca and gabe to watch "standing in the shadows of motown", the funk brother's documentary, at gabe's cinema class. actually a few of my friends were there but i got there just in time to go sit down. but the doc was really cool so i didn't mind missing out on the socializing. I LOVE MOTOWN. especially the time period they were referring to. i grew up on that stuff, sitting on my porch w/ my sister's little white portable record player, a picture of mickey mouse w/ a rainbow on the inside of the lid. me and my motown, beatles, and abba. those were the days...
friday i had lunch w/ a few different people at different times. abe and i met at the UV for fresh juice, and then i met jake and we went to the cafeteria at the business school and hooked ourselves up w/ this HUGE chocolatechip croissant! i think i must have gone home and taken a nap of sorts, cuz i ended up in a short skirt and NYLONS that night. we went by a few SUCKY parties. one had like forty UGLY guys and three girls, and all three were LEAVING when we showed up. haha. eventually we went to chano's, then stopped by this chez ronee party to see if jessica was back. i guess we got there right before she did, and left thinking the night had to end before one of us actually started to have FUN! no it was still pretty fun, even though gabe decided to revive the 'your mom' jokes. hehe.
saturday i picked up shaun from a MODELING agency. he's ridiculously good looking hehe. then we went to my old coffeebean, and then the grove to say hi to ariel and i ended up buying a ton of great stuff w/ discounts at the gap and banana. ariel helped me find some fantastic stuff, my favorite being this long black wool and cashmere trenchcoat. mmmmm soft. THANKS ARIEL!
i was supposedly going to see "punch drunk love" dan and derek that night, or so i thought, and i talked my roommate's into going so we could all carpool and have fun, and then i get a call from derek saying we were going to a different movie but i really had my heart set on punch drunk so i went to that, and it was sold out so we waited for a later one. but it was worth the wait to me. i loved it. and after i left i realized that the song i was singing was olive oyle's song to popeye in the robin williams/shelley duvall film (i had picked it up from the "punchdrunk").
on the way home, we stopped by ben child's shindig way out there past vermont! but we didn't know it was his at the time, i had just been told about it by some other people. my ex was there, not saying hi as usual. and he had still not said anything to me since the past two emails, so i was not about to make a fool of myself or piss him off (or both) by trying to STOP AND CHAT w/ him - even though MIDGIE MIKE (different mike) told me to talk to him. i wish i could have, i wish we were friends. this is the dumbest and most hurtful thing ever. : (
ANYHOW, i hung out there for quite some time, then the guy i was seeing about a week ago came by. he and i didn't really have much of anything, and i kinda felt bad that i didn't give him much of a chance. but after talking to him i am not feeling so bad. haha. anyhow i gave him a ride home, picked up nate and white shane, and then the night really started.
WHY did two different girls call two different guys on their cells, while they were in the backseat of my car? BOOTY calls. AT THE SAME TIME??? haha it was so ridiculous. and NOBODY booty called me that night! which is actually good cuz my car was full. eventually i got myself home, watched a tiny bit of tv w/ jake, went to bed, and had to wake up pretty early the next day.
sunday i met my aunt in the valley, and got MORE FOOD from her. i shouldn't be eating foooooods she makes! and cookies and brownies. i realized on sunday that my anxieties and panics were starting to come back. it had started thurs w/ the bad happenings at the hospital, and just started going downhill since. i decided i would start taking my pills again when i got home that night. i have to park way out in center field at the grocery store cuz i can't deal w/ other cars or people and that interaction. it's really weird to me, i dont really like to leave my room so much. anyhow she was also stressing me out, as she usually does, and soon after we set up the package to mail my nephew, i left.
after that meeting i stopped by j crew w/ my 30% off discount for friends and family day!!!! ariel and jose clued me in on that, and i was all about SWEATERS!!!! hehe. i got some sweet stuff, and that discount is off of the lowest marked price. : ) i also got some presents for people. : )
professor hock agreed to be my second recommender for my law school apps! i have to get my scores saturday to let him know where i will be applying!
anyhow, i am not really sure what else happened that day. my sister got mad at me and hung up, and then wouldn't answer my calls. because i gave her ADVICE and not just money. but monday elizabeth called me when i was at my culver city appt and she ended up coming by for dinner. we went to la barca and had some good food and conversation, then to coffee, and then hung out in my room for a while. she has this new huge photo color printer so she can scan the pics she took at gardens and blow them up and print out posters!!!! lovely posters. tuesday night we watched "meeting people is easy" and i was very depressed afterwards, but in a peaceful sort of way.
today after class, jake and i went to disneyland to see the haunted mansion halloween special for "nightmare before christmas". it was pretty cool, and the best part was how un-crowded the park was! i went to find postcards, and i ended up getting this cute Rabbit w/ wheelbarrow full of sticky notes (from pooh), and as well as a stapler w/ Tigger lounging on top! also a cute winnie the pooh tiny address/phone/notebook and a bunch of fun pens for presents. also, i got a mickeymouse rainbow antenna topper for one of my pals. mwahaha. jake and i had dinner at the jazz kitchen express, and i had a shrimp po'boy w/ fries and a mr pibb. that is the place that gives us 10% discounts w/ our disney passes!
then we watched rodger's and hammerstein's "cinderella", a 1965 televised musical play, starring leslie ann warren! i used to be so into that show, i still remember a lot of the songs.
NOW I MUST SLEEP!
:: meggy spilled the "beans" at 12:50 AM [+] ::
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